Monday, January 31, 2005
oh my..once again i am back blogging after ages. i suck at doing this daily man! haha. today i feel so sad! and i will be sad for the next few days cos *ahem*..well i cant say. but its cos i miss someone. oh well. hmm. anyway. so i went out today for a while and played abit of tennis. i think i have been playing too much tennis alrdy. i need to start to cut down. then tomorrow there is PE! yuck! i wanna kill myself. PE last week so games which was okay but i tihnk this week is going to be conditioning. which is stupid and tiring. i think i will just have to live with it. The pathetic school. BUt, the school has friday next week as a holiday to encourgae 'family time'. hehs. so tt's gd. extra long 5 day weekend. great stuff! Last week friday Bithiah from my class left, but today she came back to school. haha. quite funny. Some people got a shock for a while. But we will be going out on friday as a class to say gdbye to her. No one knoes where we are going to go! And on friday, our ever intelligent form teacher made the math test on friday as well. retard. so tt's it for my ever boring life. cyas!
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6:59 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
woah. its been one week! i didnt even realise time past so fast. scary. and 1 week nearer to results. sighh. prays ernestly. haha. oh well. its a ncie long weekend now and hari raya has just past and i just came back from a birthday lunch. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX in advance. yerps. so we ate at seoul garden today. it was 320.90 for 14 ppl? not cheap eh? 22 bucks per person. so we sat down 8 on one side 8 on the other. cos matthias and rachael loo came abit later. anyway, seoul garden was quite gd. gd food. and bryan yeo was trying to make the adapce explode. however u spell tt funny thing. my spelling sucks. okay. so it did not explode for some reason. it just turned extremely brown. haha. and we ate lots and lots of chicken. And mozi was busy peeling prawns the whole time cos joses didnt want to peel any. And she peeled a whole bowl of prawns! pro. then after our little fisaco at seoul garden, we went to kino to check out books. Rather boring. I dunno why i was so dao the whole day. Was not really in the mood to go out i guess. Sorrie guys. okay. then dee, mark loo, and a few others left to go back to church for YF while the 8 of us left for cine. When we got to cine, we saw huixin selling flags. so we kindly donated so money. but i think most of us just took the sticker but nvr gave. then cine didnt have any gd timings so we walked to lido. then we met huixin again. and Joy who was with her friend. yerps. then lido we got asked by some pesky security guard to move away from the area cos we were blocking ppl. although there was no one. Then bryan bought first row tickets for yiling, bernie, alex, bryan and jeremy. But everyone didnt want first row but bryan had alrdy bought all the tickets so they tried their luck and tried to change timing and hopefully get better seats. But the dude at counter 4 was being stupid and was nagging. So they just left it as it is. Then jeremy didnt want to watch cos it was too late! Matthias was kind enuf to take over jeremy's seat. haha. cos jeremy was meeting his friends there. then we left and went downstairs where we dropped douglas to the mrt station and i left as well to go home cos i was playing tennis. but in the end my cousin could not make it. SO now i am stuck at home! sighhh. i was checking out some racquets be4 i left for home. n code now going for 240? so cheap la! and i saw a babolat pure drive going for 199. i tihnk after chinese year i am going to buy tt! i wanna try a new racquet. I am getting bored of my 6.3 i wanna try another brand. yerps. so tt's it for my weekend. have a gd weekend. or wadever is left of it :D
evan was here
7:53 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
okay. today was a very interesting day in my life. hah. we had tutorials and stuff and lectures in school then school ended. And when i went to the court, ppl were playing bball in school u and the PE teacher saw them and took the ball cos they are not allowed to play in school u. Then the whole grp of J1s took the whole place and it was packed with ppl! so me and a few other ppl left to go to orchard where we sepnt some time and i met my old time friend aziz. Apparently he is working at cine now as a sound technician or something. I dunno. So we talked for a while then i went to some jap place at cine. The food aint bad. But it was not cheap. abt 6 bucks? i am spending wayyy too much money alrdy. I need to start to moderate and all. Then Kevin met some ppl and they went to watch a movie and me and wei chang grabbed a cab outside cine to go back. Apparently i tihnk the taxi driver was in a bad mood or something and he scolded me. -_- i have no idea wad for. He said i was rude when i was giving him directions. I guess i was rather abrupt with the directions but i think he is just weird. He has no idea where alot of places are and wad have u. He said i acted like he was my dog. -_- i wonder wad gave him tt idea. I said sorrie obviously but he probably doesnt care. I didnt want to get into any stupid problem with him anyway. Waste breath fighting with such ppl. So my day was spoilt cos of tt. Wei Chang probably thinks i am rude or something. i guess have to just tell the taxi driver next time where the place is and tell him to read the bloody street directory and not talk to me. hahahahahhah. I am just so frustrated. i wanted to say.."eh uncle..can keep quiet anot? who is the one with the money! certainly not u!down here i want to go home and have peace. NOt here for u to nag at me and act grumpy."but i decided to hold tt thought otherwise i ithnk he would die or something. oh well. haha. tt's it for today.
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6:15 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
its been quite a while since i blogged and i finally changed my song! hehs..if u alrdy have not realised. its not the song 'ghost of you and me'. nice song:D but i tihnk i will be changing songs rather often cos i have so many tt i wanna try but i cant put them all. yerps..haha..so expect to see further changes =). Its now been 2 weeks of school and i hope everyone out there who HAS school is doing fine yes? new subjects, new ppl...blah blah blah. I am sounding so old. oh wellz. yerps. Its been a rather boring 2 weeks cos of school and all but slowly its getting more and more interesting with each day cos get to knoe ppl better and all. We will see for another 2 weeks if i plan to stay on. Otherwise!..i will be roaming the streets like so disillusioned dunno wad. haha. =S. Well yesterday i saw so many ppl at orchard. Quite scary. i saw euods=) and some other ppl who were there as well with some other *ahem*. I shant mention names. Anyway, i realised the year has started quite sluggishly. I dont knoe, dont u?..haha. Well, i just want to wish everyone here a good weekend and to my best friend..SMILE and be happy!..and i hope everything has worked out =).
evan was here
8:50 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
hey hey! i have not blogged for a while. And i was reminded by a few ppl to blog. so here i am. hi!. -.- okay. so the past few days have been rather rather BORING! school is so boring. Although i dont fall asleep but it is boring. i have no idea why. It is just boring. the school itself looks like it will fall apart with the touch of a finger or something. I tihnk it is like 100 years old or something. and the school is puny -.- its so small and it cant accomodate so many of us la. I have no idea why they want to hold such a big school in such a small place. sighhz..sucks. Anywae, i made a few new friends here and there but mostly still my grp of usual school friends cos we always sit together during lectures and stuff like everyone else. And i tihnk it will probably take a while for everyone to open up to each other. By then, we would all be gone alrdy! yahooo!!!! i rather be gone honestly. Hope my results will take me somewhere although i am not confident at all. And now my maid is making soooo much noise just cos i have been on the comp for a rather long time. My parents went out again. To dunno where to do dunno wad. I dont wanna knoe..just be happy they are not at home to scold and scream at me! yay!. so i got the most wonderful day today. It was so nice! i cant tell why. haha..i had a nice lunch and then someone gave me something after i had my lunch and after i went home..awwww so sweet! hahahaha...okay..out of point. nvm. yerps. So i have been doing nothing much except stoning at home and msging and doing nothing else and just waiting for time to pass and waiting for my time to leave tt lousy school. i still have to go back tomorrow. AHHH!!!! i wanna just die now and not go. YUCK! okiess...tt's it for now..bybyes!
evan was here
9:15 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
I'm sorry for all the things
evan was here
5:54 PM
well well. ERMMMMM.. i dunno. I have had some interesting past few days and a VERY VERY interesting new year's day. Stuff has been happening and i have no idea how to explain it all. I dunno. I am caught in a HUGE problem now and i think there are so many issues that need to be resolved asap. So i hope people understand if the next few days i go into a time of ermm..'meditation'. Yerps. Well, its been a long year, and i am starting of this year on a totally wrong foot and i hope it will pass over soon. And i think that person will have to relax. I knoe it will not be easy but i guess thats what you have to do la. No other way. ITs not the end of the world. I nvr said anything really and i dont think there is anything to get sad over la. If you want to scold me, SCOLD me for goodness sake. If it makes you feel better. REALLY. And i dont play with this kinda thing la. So what i tell you is the truth. yerps. Hope you will understand. Okay. Now. I am in absolutely no mood to do anything. I tried to eat last night, but sadly i took 2 bites of char siew and i decided not to eat at all. It was far too much for my alrdy half-destroyed soul to take it. I think all this is coming down to whether i am making too many friends or something?..i dunno. Being too sociable has its downs. I have absolutely no joy left and i think today my dg members did feel the brunt of my anger abit here and there. And i am sorrie, but today is really not my day. Hopefully you all will change and continue to pray. Well, praying is something i have done for the past night, and i think i will continue that good habit but i think sometimes it is so so so hard not to not listen to my human nature and let the Spirit of God take control. So i hope to try and do that. Well, these issues are getting bigger and bigger, and problems are getting larger and larger and i think i might just blow when it comes to the serious crunch time. So if anything, i would like to say sorrie to everyone in advance be4 you might feel the pinch. Life has been not going too well so far, and yes i have people i am beginning to see who are becoming also more 'depressed' and i hope that life gets better for you over time. yehh. Okay. i so how wrote something out of dunno what and i think its good that we honestly and earnestly pray over this next few weeks for the many of who died recently and concentrate on the one God who is able to make all of this right again. I hope that the people who are involved in my problem will come to know that i really didnt want it to come to this but rather hope that it would have grown into something greater and not just die and nvr come back ever again. SORRIE!
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5:22 PM