Saturday, November 27, 2004
it seems like everyone is saying my blog is depressing..hahahahaha..well..now i will make it nice and fine and dandy. Juniors camp just past and it was quite fun i guess. Happy thoughts. haha..and some really really weird rumours. VERY weird rumours. and eug was hugging me in the room. -_-. yuck. but hes cool..not getting too gay i hope. hehs. And over the next few days i will be at youth camp. Hope it will be great fun:D...trust in the camp com to make it fun...hahaha...been hearing there are some funny workshops but yehh. I am in a great rush for time so..haha...have fun:D..see ya all in a week
evan was here
10:27 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Well, in my last post i said freedom was the most wonderful thing. NOw the worse thing is not being able to have it so freely. Today was grad nite. It was one heck of a nite. Great even tnad blah the blah. Then i wanted to have some fun after that and come home abit later but NO! my parents would call me all sorts of nonsense and say they would lock me out?!?!?...like WTH. so much for freedom honestly. i think their sense of freedom is playing to a certain limit but sometimes they dont knoe that it is after exams and time to relax. It is only day 3! and my mum wants me to pack my room and makes alot of noise saying that i havent packed my room. I honestly had enough of this crap. I cannot stand it no more. They just scolded me for lifting a bag with one hand and thinks i will spoil it by accident. WTH is wrong with them. i have become the punching bag of the family and they scold me for the most minor details. I tihnk it has come to apoint where i can take it no more and i will start to fight back for what i think could be righjt and hopefully they would listen but i dont think they will. They have been finding out dunno wad stuff about me from their friends and they think that i am not being honest towards them and they want me to tell them things whihc i myself dont even knoe for example....they want me to tell them where the whole world is going for the first 3 months and they say when i dont find out that my friendship is built on nothing and i have no concern for where others are going and hopefully maybe can keep in contact. WHAT A NONSENSE EXCUSE! unbelievable. but well...this blog plz for goodness sake dont show to anyone. cos i tihnk they would kill me if they found out....angry evan...over and out.
evan was here
11:44 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
FREEDOM! FREEDOM! FREEDOM!...i love the sweet smell of freedom...today was the most blissful day of my entire life. the sweet freedom is so superb..hahahahahaha..i love it...but today was rather tiring. ALOT of walking. We walked from newton mrt to plaza sing. and shopped for clothes in between. Lots of crazy things followed by arcade after arcade. Lets hope the rest of the month will be the same. Now i am waiting eagerly for juniors camp. Hopefully it will be time filling and fun. hahaha...i just got seriously weird news but i think it is wayy too weird to tell anyone.I somewhat tried to figure out the blog thing but i ended up asking my friend to kindly do it for me..thanks! My legs are aching like crazy from all the walking. We effectively went out for about 6 hours. And spent i tihnk about 3 hours walking around from place to place and realising that each place that we go to is crowded and other nonsense. hahahaha..NOw i am entertaining myself with maplestory. It is getting rather boring and really slow. Desperate to try and find something else more entertaining to play. But i tihnk there is nothing much else to play. my mum didnt message me the whole day today! it feels good. My wish came true! Everything was going great today. Just marvelous. The paper was good too but i knoe i made i tihnk abt 3 mistakes. Gosh..oh wellz...i think i am just bored to death now. hahaha..okies...going off! bybyes!
evan was here
10:00 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
halos again...well..once again for many times be4, the family has fallen into turmoil. Shouting and screaming and the usual nonsense...but it will pass. Tomorrow is the last paper and i think i will have to pay for alot of things during this holidays because of this recent fight and blah the blah(dont tell anyone..shh!).yehh..so i think i will be quite down the next few days over this but tomorrow i will be happy for one day since exams are over and i think i will have to see my mum's 'where are you' messages every hour again. lets hope it doesnt happen tomorrow *crosses fingers* But yehh. My life has fallen into chaos and sadness and disunity as compared to many other happy and joyous people out there. My life has been gd till today and i think it iwll only get worse. ahhh..oh well..what can i do to stop this madness..nothing much i guess. And all this was over moving house-_-. How nice!..ta for now!
evan was here
1:40 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
i finally got the xbox!..woo hoo! and later i have to go for some stupid lunch. how boring. once again without fail it was my mum who wants me to go. How boring and what a waste of time. I guess there is nothing else i can do. She is forcing me to go for it and i really dont want to go for it! get her away from me! i want to play! last night was great stuff. The rain was nice and this morning was just wonderful. Nice and cool. I was thinking whether to go for family group tonight but i havent quite decided yet. I wonder who is going tonight. Oh well. I been hearing that alot of people are not going so maybe i will just stay at home and sleep=P.
evan was here
9:29 AM
Friday, November 19, 2004
once again i was rudely awakened by my mum as usual. She was screaming at the top of her voice and trying to get me to get up early just to do some MCQ-_-.was talking on the phone till quite late last nite and i am still dead tired...monday sadly will be my last paper as compared to those LUCKY people who end today! Anyway, i realised that my weeks after the o's are rather full cos of camps and other nonsense..hahaha...oh well..at least i will be occupied for a while.i am finally figuring out this blog thing. BUt i tihnk i wont be able to figure it out till really really late. since now i have the time i will try and figure it out but i probably wont get very far with it. hahahaha
evan was here
10:36 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
well...today was totally boring(which was the reason why i created this blog just for the fun of it...so it looks really new!..cos it is!..and i just created the blog TODAY..so it will be quite empty for a few days to come..hang in there..it will get crowded i hope).I did abit of hanging out,but mostly thinking of how badly i have done for my exams.YUCK!.disgusting...oh gosh..i am so dead...but i better enjoy myself till march be4 i get myself killed..heh...i am dead tired... mum was doing the usual nagging and blah the blah.she wants me to practice MCQ(how exciting!). i refuse to do till friday and i tihnk she is getting quite angry.but oh well. NOW! i have one paper left while other ppl end tomorrow!...noooooo.bad planning on MOE's part..terrible..Feel free to tag my blog but use your real name and not some nonsense..haha..thank yew.i am getting bitten by mosquitoes so i think i will go and kill them and leave you to read my nonsense..hahs..laters
evan was here
8:58 PM